Who's watching over me?

Hello, little ones, hope you had a great weekend, personally I cried every sunday at 11:59pm because that means weekend's over and I have to go back to work so I can feel a little bit more miserable every hour I spend there listen to people that probably don't understand that I don't care a lot about their crap. However don't you ever think that I don't like my job.. Never *large amount of sarcasm going on over here, please don't judge* 

Let's talk about the real deal, I must say that theres some real shit going on in my life lately, that kind of things that you don't know exactly how to deal with, I've been thinking that at some point we've found ourselves in front of this situation: Why we always have to watch over others and during the process we forget about us? -Myself says: I DONT KNOW. (Well kids I wish I could have all the answers but thats not possible).

Those you care about are always running after you, they need a shoulder to cry on, someone who's capable of listening, someone that can help them and obviously if you care about them you will always have the time, you will always make the effort in order to help them. Don't get me wrong I love being there for them, but sometimes all we want is someone to watch over us too, a person that can listening, a shoulder, a little advice. What happen is that at some point that feeling of tiredness, sadness gets me, you totally feel emotionally and physically tired. I wish I could disappear for a while, and hour or two so I just can get those feelings out of my system. 

But you know what theres no right moves, no place for you to run and hide and even though for a few moments I feel lonely and stuff like that, I know theres people that will support me as much as I do for them, is just that feeling sometimes doesn't go away, at least not that easy.  

Next time you feel like that write it, scream it, cry it, sing it, dance it, best thing for you to do is to let it out. Never let those feelings stay inside of you because it hurts, can kill you and can make you feel lost. 

Have a great spring days, darlings. See you soon

Recommended song: Lost - Coldplay