Life experiences: My journey to happiness
*Insert motivational greeting here*
Well, fellas, no time to waste in this opportunity let's go straight to business (giggles). For those who wondered how's life going for me I gotta tell you that Its been a trip.. Unfortunately I'm not quiet sure if I should call it a bad trip or a good trip, however life is life and I must say that sometimes I prefer the hard path (not good, people, not good), anyways, I've been caught up on situations which I try to solve myself but they don't always turn out in the way I want them to be (meh), but I know is nobody's fault those were my decisions, I know that humans learn by screwing up some things, but sometime is just too much.
I've realized these past few days that maybe I got myself involve into a lot of drama (maybe subconsciously I like drama or get used to it) just because I think that I'm doing the best and one more time always turns out in the wrong, wrong way, I started to think that if I get a peso for each time I made a bad decision that I thought it was okay I might wont be rich, but I might have something (lol). Meanwhile time was passing by I understood life is too short to waste it.
Abruptly continuing the subject I must confess that I don't pray too much, however I've never asked God this much in my life to give me peace of mind, I feel like I have spent my life living in 8x speed (you know, like when you watch a DVD and you wanna reach the parts you like so you speed up the video) also I think that me and my loving ones need to be relax and chill as well, and I'm aware that 95% of they cases they not in peace due to my lack of consideration and also the mistakes I made.. you know, is just sometimes I just can't help to blame myself, there’s no one to blame but me, I guess that's what people call “responsibility” or it could be me just doing what I was trained to do in life and let me tell you that being use to some situations should be one of the most dangerous things on people's life, some of us can handle it and some of us simply can't.
For you humans that read me often is not the first time you guys see me or.. well, let's say “read me” struggling with life, to those who actually took the time to read my little complicated thoughts, right now, everything does not seems so clear, maybe I just pushed myself thru this difficult times or maybe I'm just accumulating stuff and I should remember that this practice put me into serious troubles years before. At this point being calmed is what me and “my heart” need, if HE is okay I will be okay. So, guys even though I'm driving myself crazy to death with all this situations I will always see the light at the end, to get the good things in life we have to fight, even if you get tired you gotta keep fighting, keep looking, nothing worth having comes easily, trust me.. and I will go thru whatever I have to go thru to reach it, i'll face whatever I have to face, I’ll cry and walk thru fire, lay on a bed full of broken glass.. (don't panic is just a metaphor).
Guys, all I mean is: live your life in which ever way you want to, love in the good way, laugh, trust your feelings, chase what makes you think lifw is good learn how to back off or walk away at he right time, if it hurts you more than how good it could make you feel just stop, freedom is not bad in the correct amount, love your love ones and do what it takes to keep them safe always accepting whatever that could means, trust on those that can be trust, spend some time alone is a right way to keep yourself in contact with your spirit, keep the good vibes moving, accept yourself 100%; and for those who could be going thru any of this things (or worst) every little thing is gon' be alright.
Hold on to whatever that keeps you alive, that's why I'm holding up to that big part of me that teaches me every single day it goes by that love is freedom, that only you (meaning me) has the power to change circumstances and situations, I call it “my better self..”
Consider this post as the last breath I needed to let go, a page that is about to turn blank cause I need to write something new and different, I'm not stronger, I'm not better than no one else or wiser.. I’m going to become the person I secretly always wanted to be.
Well, fellas, no time to waste in this opportunity let's go straight to business (giggles). For those who wondered how's life going for me I gotta tell you that Its been a trip.. Unfortunately I'm not quiet sure if I should call it a bad trip or a good trip, however life is life and I must say that sometimes I prefer the hard path (not good, people, not good), anyways, I've been caught up on situations which I try to solve myself but they don't always turn out in the way I want them to be (meh), but I know is nobody's fault those were my decisions, I know that humans learn by screwing up some things, but sometime is just too much.
I've realized these past few days that maybe I got myself involve into a lot of drama (maybe subconsciously I like drama or get used to it) just because I think that I'm doing the best and one more time always turns out in the wrong, wrong way, I started to think that if I get a peso for each time I made a bad decision that I thought it was okay I might wont be rich, but I might have something (lol). Meanwhile time was passing by I understood life is too short to waste it.
Abruptly continuing the subject I must confess that I don't pray too much, however I've never asked God this much in my life to give me peace of mind, I feel like I have spent my life living in 8x speed (you know, like when you watch a DVD and you wanna reach the parts you like so you speed up the video) also I think that me and my loving ones need to be relax and chill as well, and I'm aware that 95% of they cases they not in peace due to my lack of consideration and also the mistakes I made.. you know, is just sometimes I just can't help to blame myself, there’s no one to blame but me, I guess that's what people call “responsibility” or it could be me just doing what I was trained to do in life and let me tell you that being use to some situations should be one of the most dangerous things on people's life, some of us can handle it and some of us simply can't.
For you humans that read me often is not the first time you guys see me or.. well, let's say “read me” struggling with life, to those who actually took the time to read my little complicated thoughts, right now, everything does not seems so clear, maybe I just pushed myself thru this difficult times or maybe I'm just accumulating stuff and I should remember that this practice put me into serious troubles years before. At this point being calmed is what me and “my heart” need, if HE is okay I will be okay. So, guys even though I'm driving myself crazy to death with all this situations I will always see the light at the end, to get the good things in life we have to fight, even if you get tired you gotta keep fighting, keep looking, nothing worth having comes easily, trust me.. and I will go thru whatever I have to go thru to reach it, i'll face whatever I have to face, I’ll cry and walk thru fire, lay on a bed full of broken glass.. (don't panic is just a metaphor).
Guys, all I mean is: live your life in which ever way you want to, love in the good way, laugh, trust your feelings, chase what makes you think lifw is good learn how to back off or walk away at he right time, if it hurts you more than how good it could make you feel just stop, freedom is not bad in the correct amount, love your love ones and do what it takes to keep them safe always accepting whatever that could means, trust on those that can be trust, spend some time alone is a right way to keep yourself in contact with your spirit, keep the good vibes moving, accept yourself 100%; and for those who could be going thru any of this things (or worst) every little thing is gon' be alright.
Hold on to whatever that keeps you alive, that's why I'm holding up to that big part of me that teaches me every single day it goes by that love is freedom, that only you (meaning me) has the power to change circumstances and situations, I call it “my better self..”
Consider this post as the last breath I needed to let go, a page that is about to turn blank cause I need to write something new and different, I'm not stronger, I'm not better than no one else or wiser.. I’m going to become the person I secretly always wanted to be.
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